what to do with myself...

So, lets see...I suppose I'll begin my telling you what got me where I am.

I've had a fairly normal life, for the most part. I was adopted by my father shortly after he married my mother when i was 6. I've never met by "biological father" but as far as I'm concerened, it's his loss, and i thank God he was a loser because I know he wouldn't have been able to give me the life my dad has. When I was 17, my mother and father got pregnant, and from that tragic situation I have an 8 year-old brother, who reminds me of 'Damien' from 'The Omen'. Seriously! Not kidding!
3 years later, my mother decided she felt trapped and felt she hadn't gotten to experience 'life' because she had me when she was 19, my brother when she was 21; then waited till we were almost grown before she had 'Damien'...so, she left. She now lives in a one bedroom apartment near mtsu, by herself, except when she has her on-again-off-again f*ck buddy mooching off of her.
After I graduated high school in 2003, I started college @ mtsu. I took classes for 2 years, then took 'a semester' off to plan my wedding to my ex-fiance. The wedding got cancelled, I got bitter and pissed-off and made a rash decision to get married to someone I hardly knew...STUPID! Within a week of being married, I got pregnant...NOT on purpose. Things got bad right after we said 'I do', and finally when I was 4 months pregnant, I couldn't take the lack of support, and mental and enotional abuse any longer, so I left.
I moved back in with my dad, which is where I remain today, with my son. about 6 months ago, my dad got guardianship of my 16 year-old cousin. She stresses me out. My dad owns his own company, and once he gets home, he's busy with 'Damien', so all the 'parenting' of the 16 year-old, is up to me...not cool.

Soooo...back to me...

I started back @ mtsu this last spring semester. It was rough after a 3 year detour through life. So now I'm back in school...finally divorced...working, part-time...being a mom...and dating...thus giving me the title of my blog "my fabulously, crazy life..."...phew!

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