So, I had church earlier tonight. All the volunteers were there tonight in my class, and we only had 10 kids, yet they still sent a sub into our room. Amber and I don't so much care for new people, so we weren't very social with her. Don't get me wrong, we weren't bitchy to her or anything, we were in church, after all. Well music time came and when the kids go out to big group, I always stay behind and get snack ready, on the tables for them, for when they come back. I have done this for 3 years! Always been the cleaner, organizer, and snack bitch...for 3 years! So music time rolls around and the kids are lining up to go to big group, and this 'sub', Kathy, says, "you go...I'll get snack ready." Pffft, ha!!! I looked @ her and said, "uh, no." Apparently she didn't like that because she promptly rolled her eyes and said, "uh, ok."
Then Kyd and I met my dad and brother @ Dick's to shop for shoes. I was out to get a pair of the Reebok EasyTones, in white. Of course, they don't have my size in ANY color. So, I had to order them from Cool Springs, and for whatever reason, it's going to take them 10 days to ship them 40 miles...ra-tarded!
After the Dick's adventure, we went to eat @ Macaroni Grill, and it was surprisingly good. The last couple times it's tasted like poo. Not that I know what poo tastes like, but it definitely wasn't tasty. This time was fantastic though.
Anywho...HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to meeeee, and all the other mother's out there!
kiss*kiss
Saturday, May 8, 2010
what to do with myself...
So, lets see...I suppose I'll begin my telling you what got me where I am.
I've had a fairly normal life, for the most part. I was adopted by my father shortly after he married my mother when i was 6. I've never met by "biological father" but as far as I'm concerened, it's his loss, and i thank God he was a loser because I know he wouldn't have been able to give me the life my dad has. When I was 17, my mother and father got pregnant, and from that tragic situation I have an 8 year-old brother, who reminds me of 'Damien' from 'The Omen'. Seriously! Not kidding!
3 years later, my mother decided she felt trapped and felt she hadn't gotten to experience 'life' because she had me when she was 19, my brother when she was 21; then waited till we were almost grown before she had 'Damien'...so, she left. She now lives in a one bedroom apartment near mtsu, by herself, except when she has her on-again-off-again f*ck buddy mooching off of her.
After I graduated high school in 2003, I started college @ mtsu. I took classes for 2 years, then took 'a semester' off to plan my wedding to my ex-fiance. The wedding got cancelled, I got bitter and pissed-off and made a rash decision to get married to someone I hardly knew...STUPID! Within a week of being married, I got pregnant...NOT on purpose. Things got bad right after we said 'I do', and finally when I was 4 months pregnant, I couldn't take the lack of support, and mental and enotional abuse any longer, so I left.
I moved back in with my dad, which is where I remain today, with my son. about 6 months ago, my dad got guardianship of my 16 year-old cousin. She stresses me out. My dad owns his own company, and once he gets home, he's busy with 'Damien', so all the 'parenting' of the 16 year-old, is up to me...not cool.
Soooo...back to me...
I started back @ mtsu this last spring semester. It was rough after a 3 year detour through life. So now I'm back in school...finally divorced...working, part-time...being a mom...and dating...thus giving me the title of my blog "my fabulously, crazy life..."...phew!
kiss*kiss
I've had a fairly normal life, for the most part. I was adopted by my father shortly after he married my mother when i was 6. I've never met by "biological father" but as far as I'm concerened, it's his loss, and i thank God he was a loser because I know he wouldn't have been able to give me the life my dad has. When I was 17, my mother and father got pregnant, and from that tragic situation I have an 8 year-old brother, who reminds me of 'Damien' from 'The Omen'. Seriously! Not kidding!
3 years later, my mother decided she felt trapped and felt she hadn't gotten to experience 'life' because she had me when she was 19, my brother when she was 21; then waited till we were almost grown before she had 'Damien'...so, she left. She now lives in a one bedroom apartment near mtsu, by herself, except when she has her on-again-off-again f*ck buddy mooching off of her.
After I graduated high school in 2003, I started college @ mtsu. I took classes for 2 years, then took 'a semester' off to plan my wedding to my ex-fiance. The wedding got cancelled, I got bitter and pissed-off and made a rash decision to get married to someone I hardly knew...STUPID! Within a week of being married, I got pregnant...NOT on purpose. Things got bad right after we said 'I do', and finally when I was 4 months pregnant, I couldn't take the lack of support, and mental and enotional abuse any longer, so I left.
I moved back in with my dad, which is where I remain today, with my son. about 6 months ago, my dad got guardianship of my 16 year-old cousin. She stresses me out. My dad owns his own company, and once he gets home, he's busy with 'Damien', so all the 'parenting' of the 16 year-old, is up to me...not cool.
Soooo...back to me...
I started back @ mtsu this last spring semester. It was rough after a 3 year detour through life. So now I'm back in school...finally divorced...working, part-time...being a mom...and dating...thus giving me the title of my blog "my fabulously, crazy life..."...phew!
kiss*kiss
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